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Monday, March 26, 2012

Muslimah ;)



Heard this song during the Konvensyen Bidadari Dunia that I attended last weekend. 
I gained alot from the konvensyen.
Subhanallah
Alhamdulillah
Allahu Akhbar!
 
;)
 
 
 
 
p/s: InsyaAllah, bidadari syurga in the making. Allahumma Aameen ;)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Samudera

Lagu yang insyaAllah, boleh menaikkan semangat dan memberi inspirasi untuk terus menjalani kehidupan. 

:D

Samudera - Nora 


 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Bulatan Gembira



I watched this video during a seminar I attended last week with one of my best buddies, Athirah.
The committee member played it on the screen while waiting for speakers for forum to be at the stage.
This video really touches my heart.
I heart circles of happiness I had in my life.
I treasure them very much.
I have small circles, here and there. 
:')
All of them are my murabbis.
Thank you Allah for everything.
Really appreciate it. 

Monday, March 05, 2012

Burnout?

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
 
Alhamdulillah, berjaya recharge battery rohani dan emosi dengan family for the past 4 days. Bila ada kenduri kendara, boleh la jumpa sanak saudara. Eh, rhyme plak ;p. Anyway, tahniah kepada Abg Leleng dan Kak Raihan di atas pernikahan kalian. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati hidup kalian. 
 
Dua minggu lepas, mun dah selamat hantar surat appeal for extra extension dan draft of chapter 1 - chapter 4. Alhamdulillah. After that, struggled and sent chapter - chapter tersebut untuk supervisor plak. Dan entah kenapa, lepas hantaq kerja - kerja tersebut, perasaan untuk teruskan thesis tu hilang. I took almost 1 week untuk dapatkan balik semangat tu. Tapi, sampai sekarang semangat tu tak muncul - muncul. Astaghfirullah... I did search more on literature untuk digunakan dalam chapter 5. Lepas tu dok try baca untuk extract input drp literature - literature tersebut. Mata ni dok terkebil - kebil membaca literature, tp rs kosong. Allahu Akhbar. Time kritikal macam skrg ni tak boleh ambil masa yang lama sangat untuk membaca sebab I have to write for chapter 5. I felt numb. Yes, numb. 
 
Memang rasa pelik sebab tak rasa apa - apa. Padahal deadline untuk hantar chapter 5 ke supervisor 2 3 hari lagi. At this moment, baru produce 1 muka surat saja. Apakah? 
 
Astagfirullahal 'azim
Astagfirullahal 'azim
Astagfirullahal 'azim
 
I had hard times yakinkan diri untuk teruskan berjuang. Ups and downs itu sangatlah biasa. Selalunya lepas mun hantar draf chapter - chapter thesis ke supervisor, mun dapat not so good feedback. After that, cool down, calm down, cari kekuatan dan Alhamdulillah, Allah bagi semangat balik dan redah je buat keja balik dan hantar kerja kt supervisor. But lately, lepas hantar draf, mun akan rasa down, down sangat - sangat. T_____________________T 
 
Rasa penat. Rasa fed up. Rasa sedih. Akhirnya, TAK RASA apa - apa. 
Are those signs of burnout?

Ya, betul lah segala rasa yang mun nyatakan tu. Burnout has three dimensions: Depersonalization (i.e. Rasa kerja itu bukan lagi 'diri kita'), Emotional exhaustion (i.e. Tak ada perasaan terhadap kerja itu) dan Personal Accomplishment (i.e. Tak rasa diri ada peningkatan dalam kerja tu). 

Allahu Akhbar
 
Semoga Allah terus berikan kekuatan. Dan hanya Dialah sumber segala kekuatan. Aameen...